Sunday, 23 February 2014

It is love


My thoughts are never ending
I think I’m falling in love.  The past week has been a whole new experience for me.  I love talking to Pechorin.  Grushnitsky seems to be attracted to me but I have fallen for Pechorin instead.  He’s totally different than any other guy I’ve ever met. Grushnitsky on the other hand comes off as no one special.  He tries to act like Pechorin which is so unoriginal.  The things he says do not intrigue me like how conversation with Pechorin does. Half of the time I pretend to enjoy Grushnitsky’s company because Pechorin is the one I really want to be with.  I think Pechorin knows that I like him better than Grushnitsky too after our conversation last night.  Pechorin didn't seem to mind so I think that's a good sign. Today, I turned away from Grushnitsky and yawned, I think Pechorin noticed that too. Today, I haven’t talked to Pechorin at all. I actually miss his company.  I gave up Grushnitsky to be with Pechorin.  When will I get to see him again? I don’t mean to sound desperate but I can not go a day longer without talking to him! Does he  miss me too? Does he love me the way I love him? 


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